February 19th, 2007

spider jerusalem

Oh damn, I'm getting dangerously emo towards the end of the post there.

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Not because they'll laugh at my lame jokes but because they might actually know what I'm talking about most times.

Also, I've been so extremely fucking bored since I quit my job! I basically do nothing every day. Everything I do feels like it's just pastime. Like I'm doing this until I do what I really should do. But I can't think of anything to really do! I can hardly think of stuff to pass the time!

I'm going mad from boredom!!!

I have no idea what to do or plan to do! It's like I have nothing to look forward to. I don't want to go to bed at night because then I'll just think about how boring my life is at the moment and get this extreme anxiety. But I can't think of stuff to do during night so it's extremely boring being up!

Then when I wake up I usually have no idea what to do and have no reason to go up at all.

-sigh-

I need a job again.

=(
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