Not because they'll laugh at my lame jokes but because they might actually know what I'm talking about most times.
Also, I've been so extremely fucking bored since I quit my job! I basically do nothing every day. Everything I do feels like it's just pastime. Like I'm doing this until I do what I really should do. But I can't think of anything to really do! I can hardly think of stuff to pass the time!
I'm going mad from boredom!!!
I have no idea what to do or plan to do! It's like I have nothing to look forward to. I don't want to go to bed at night because then I'll just think about how boring my life is at the moment and get this extreme anxiety. But I can't think of stuff to do during night so it's extremely boring being up!
Then when I wake up I usually have no idea what to do and have no reason to go up at all.
I need a job again.